19 4 / 2014
I no longer care for sex or one night stands , all I want is love and affection in my life, that means my tumblr blog is probably gonna change drastically
18 4 / 2014
So the friend that I have feels for I will be going out to his campsite again with him tomorrow for camping and drinks and I think I might actually tell him how I feel and just go all the way and make my move to make out with him and maybe more
Wish me luck
17 4 / 2014
looking to chat with some people, send me messages i could use some advice :)
14 4 / 2014
if you guys already seen my recent post that i am a Bi-sexual but I’m leaning more towards gay and i have this dilemma that i want to share with you guys and hope i can get some help or some tips on what to do
there is this friend of mine that every else says he’s bi-sexual but he plays some of the cards like we would sometimes sit together on the same couch and he would rest his legs on mine and i would rest my hands on his legs and sometimes rub my hands on his legs and he would put his hand on my thighs(not sure if he’s just being a friend and fooling around and I’m very ticklish and not desensitized by it).We would play around, like tickling each other and just doing friend stuff like anyone would. He even cooked me food once and i thought that was really cool and I also gave him the option once of “wanna make out” he said sure but we didn’t(not sure if i should just move in for it next time or wait for him). He one time leaned over me when i was laying on one couch about to lean in and actually kiss but he stepped away and sat on the couch and i responded with “come back here, giving me blue balls”. So we just finished the night watching movies and then he drove me home. One night out at his parents campsite we were pretty drunk and we slept in the other camper alone together and were just ticking each other and holding hands and he randomly blurted out “wanna have sex” i thought hell yeah lets have sex(we would of been safe of corse). I’ve also been alone for far too long and its very depressing that i haven’t been in a relationship man or woman in forever and having that kind of interaction of touching each other, holding hands and everything is very uplifting and feels great and makes me happy once again.
i do have feelings for him but i do not know how to express them to him, i want to flat out tell him that i want to further our relationship out of “just friends” but i don’t know how to. I don’t want o ruin our friendship or make it very awkward that he doesn’t want to hang out with me anymore with me spilling my guts out to him.
Can someone please help me :(
13 4 / 2014
i think next time I’m hanging out with this friend of mine I’m just going to tell him flat out that i am gay and want a relationship with him
we play around, we touch each others thighs and hold hands etc, nothing sexual
i feel like its something that i need to do i just need to get the courage to do so